In today’s forward focused, fast paced and outward searching society we rarely take the time to truly stop and do a life review.  To take a moment to turn from all that one is creating in the world is viewed with admiration when in truth it shouldn’t be.  Just as play and rest aren’t given their proper respect, reflection has become something that is done in times of dire necessity.  We must change this fore it is the only way we’re going to both continue in our evolution and provide the support needed for the new God Beings of the great shift.

One of the things I enjoy doing during retreats from the world is writing poetry.  At one time this great love of mines took me deep into the caverns of the music world during the era of the great late Tupac.  As time continued I understood that my love of sharing my deeper feelings, emotions and thoughts were to be done on a lengthier platform.  And although I do so enjoy the many benefits from the art of writing novels (the nurturing and developing stage of Divine Power Unleashed – follow up to Born with Power of the Divine- is supporting me during these final moments of transmutation) I must admit I do dive right back in to poetry when the lighting strikes.

Well, I have been told that I still have a little more time before I am to completely return to my place in the world but I wanted to sneak and share a poem that I wrote.  I hope you enjoy and if there are any questions or concerns . . . ask God while in prayer and (hopefully) reflection.

Medicine Woman

Do you see me?  The strength of God-Force that shines deep?

Just one glance and you can’t forget my smile, my laugh, my original wit

I use to get mad at those who couldn’t see that I am ‘real’

Thankfully, mercifully God strengthen my eyes . . . this flowed to my spine

Now I am confident and tall

Knowing I am Medicine Woman for all ya’ll

Do you see me? The energy of all that is life?

The negative, positive and changes which are deep

I stand connector between Heaven and Earth

I stand, cry, scream- sometimes in meditative concern

Now I share it all

Knowing I am Medicine Woman for all ya’ll

Never would of thunk?  Neither did I; so now what?

As we sit on the cusp of the Time of the End

I commune with God, Jesus, Angels and Saints my friends

And although I wish I bring nothing but good news

Your acts, government and beliefs has created something a little blue

Know this or watch this- I am Medicine Woman for all ya’ll

None see truly what I see . . . huh, I have to depend on the unseen others to breath

Turn not lightly from my face

For I already have my seat next to Jesus on Judgment Day

I came to earth at your request- see my birthmark, the holy cross, on my neck?

On my forehead nice and red is the seal of God- I’m forever in His hands

Medicine Woman . . . I know, I know!

Use to cry a lot wondering why once more I had to suffer this heavy dense

Pushed around, beaten down because of my ‘gifts’

But now in the years of the trinity I see that it was all because I am blessed in deed

So in these last days of solitude before I fully let the world know

I sit selfish and determined to grow and grow

Fore I am Medicine Woman . . . I know, I know!

Archangel Gabriel, please send words that shine light on the offspring of the watchers of this world as they enjoy their last days before being sent to the dark abyss. 

Nothing on this planet, or the multiverse for that matter, evolves and changes without the assistance of God’s Touch.  For those of us who believe that there is no such Being and refer to My Father as nothing more than the local mall Santa Claus there is no need to look far fore HE is in everything.  HE is life nothing more nothing less.  If we once again examine an issue in the frame of micro instead of macro then wisdom can be applied to this knowledge . . . or as my none believing brethren would say, to this claim.  As mini creators we have scientific studies which proves that once we give a thing a name it takes on a life; be that of its own or of our design.  If that’s the case, then is it safe to point out that God is life since life comes from words . . . or the WORD?     

One thing about Mankind . . . we run.  We have our flee mechanism down to a science.  Humph.  The one thing that we often forget during all of our motioning is the fact that we are not faster than God . . . it’s not only our arms that are too short.  There is no reasoning or justifiable excuse for such actions since God has told us that HE knows what we are going to say before it’s said and do before it’s done.  Take for instance our aspiration for hygiene living in order to outsmart germs.  This is a case study of mankind attempting to outrun God’s design.

We have already been told that we will never capture that which our hearts desire and therefore it is safest to desire God. So how long did we think it would take before the entity named Flu would figure out that there was a way around our constant hand washing/sanitizing and non-germ transferring?  Can you imagine the inner discussion that could have taken place?  “Sir, we can’t handle the hot water that they’re throwing at us. We have to retreat in order to fight another day.”  I’m certain that during all these years in which we were receiving flu shots the Secretary of Germ Defense was pushing his underlings to come up with a new way to enter the human temple in order to out maneuver a well known foe.  Just as I am sure that he sits back today smiling at the fact that we humans can now catch the flu from cash handling.

This is interesting if one sits and thinks upon it all.  Cash money still has life before it and I can not think of a way to counter Flu’s recent advancement.  If the WORDS which read: the love of money is the root of all evil, has this recent development presented a window of opportunity for us to rethink our love and admiration of the materialist magician? 

Maybe this is just another step toward alignment with the great shit that’s coming.  I mean after all it’s just money how long could a germ’s rations last on a piece of paper that touches many hands, sit in sweaty pockets amongst other places?

Rochelle, please, again I ask that you help all needing a divine understanding of the use of money.    

As the Great Shift of 2012 blooms, are you noticing the wonderful transmutation taking place?  Shepherds are being blessed with the facilities needed to witness considerable numbers awakening to Divine’s true power . . . or at least sincere curiosity.  Those whom once laid in beds of demons and devils are now finding themselves in the Bible relearning scripture and experiencing modern day miracles.  Yet, this is not a testament of God’s ultimate Grace fore that privilege belongs to the true generals on the battlefield . . . those who quietly watch as another one learn how safe it is to maintain a personal one-on-one relationship with the Trinity.  It is one thing to undergo this journey of discovering that God does provide for your every earthly need, it is another to watch as someone else realizes it. 

Without the Law of Man looking over the shoulder of God’s Law, heavenly ordained leaders are there as Father sends Archangels Raphael and Uriel to heal generational pain. 

I have moved along in my divine purpose to the point that I’m starting to aid others making it through the rebirth process.  Out of all the phases an Enlighten Christian goes through in their spirituality, the awakening is the most fragile . . . it’s truly the only intersection of earthly and spiritual desires.  This is the purest moment when united mind, body and soul agree to turn away from the dark and give all faith within to the light- and all that’s within is the size of a mustard seed.   If the earth guide isn’t open enough too constantly and willingly take things step by step at God’s pace and check their ego at the door, malformation(s) can and most likely will develop.  That’s the reason why I was very adamant against the idea of becoming a life coach!  But with the influx of energetic change sweeping across our planet I’m seeing that even though this was wrong of me to not be open to healing people in such a manner it was right.

There’s nothing better than watching someone as they are experiencing an answer prayer and when you are the channel that God use in order to do so it becomes priceless. 

I think back to when I was stumbling during my first few steps of awakening, I was told that a good healer goes deep into the darkness in order to escort another into the light which is the Alpha and Omega.  Here it is years later and I see that this doctrine, like many others, is outmoded.  Coming to the light is different than ever before- finally the hard work of those who stood in the face of spiritual disbelief has taken roots deep down in man’s culture.  For best results, let’s continue to desire sharing the wisdom and knowledge available because times are ah changing and transmutation is ah making.  Divine Intervention is now awaked and she’s taking names.

Archangel Raphael, please, help us to regulate our breathing so we can release old patterns in order to receive those which sit on your wings as well as the wings of the Brotherhood of Angels and Men.

With a renaissance comes distinct development of esoteric thought- a fact that today’s Pharisees are glossing over or afraid of facing. Its entertaining how some forget where they came from once befriend by worldwide recognition. Many of us are sitting on the wall with our popcorn and sodas watching as traditional Christians refuse to acknowledge the great shift that is taking place- even with their histories, doctrines and let’s not forget educational institutions. As I twist my toothpick removing small kernels of corn from my teeth I wonder . . . is it fear of the true respond-ability that’s required of standing in your divine light or just a lax attitude from being snuggled so long in the safety of a state of apprenticeship that’s keeping many bright minds of the Christian enterprise from learning and using their divine power.

When I first started speaking my opinion on how to best deal with another while in social circles, I was amazed at the acceptance and application of my words. Having such a response encouraged me to eventually trust myself enough to tackle channeling The Tapestry Chronicles; with tears in my eyes I admit . . . traditional Christians found my trail of thought a little hard to swallow although not hard to follow or understand. Now that time has harden the foundation that is beneath me I ask . . . why are the mass majority of those whose job it is to lead the many who are spiritually unsubstantial and unsatisfied ignoring the words of esoteric wisdom? Why are they placing limits on GOD and telling HIM that HE will never need to create WORDS for a new way of being? Why are they confused at the fact that the churches are filled but the souls are lost? Most importantly, why are they reminding me more and more of the Pharisees whom swore that Jesus spoke words of blasphemy?

After 2000 years one would think that a Christian was comfortable enough with his/her own doctrine that engaging and exchanging with others could only supply answers which were not provided by the Holy Bible or canonized by the church. After 2000 years one would also think that a Christian living the WORDS of GOD wouldn’t be a puppet of the Materialist Magician. Not that all Christians of today are like this . . . most who aren’t usually come to a realization that they really belong on the sub-camp of Enlighten Christian Spirituality. Remember that Mary, mother of Jesus, belong to a group of such thinkers . . . they were called essences (sic) and after Jesus died there was a rouge group of His followers going by the name Gnostic.

I’ve learned a long time ago that my sword isn’t sharp enough to cut through the locks on the doors on the minds of traditional Christians . . . I love them, learn from them, enjoy them but never, never do I try to convince them to engage in the trail of thought that their could be more than what they think. Besides, usually the smart ones come around and the teacher that they truly need appears.

Jesus died due to the refusal of a belief that GOD keeps HIS WORD and does work through those who are outside of the status quo; after all . . . it doesn’t take a Christian to know how modern man views the Pharisees of Jesus’ day. So after an event that has been foretold by nearly all races and cultures and religions take place how will you- today’s Pharisees- be viewed by future generation . . . will you be an inspiration or a sad topic of religious humor?

Archangel Michael, I call on you once again asking that you give the courage needed in order to make life changes as well as to ask that you bring Archangel Uriel so that he will heal our emotions enabling us to be open to new experiences.

It is one thing to stand in your beliefs; it’s another to stand in someone else’s. Society has provided the rationalization that if the individual can not prove a hypothesis then one has every right to proclaim it’s not trustworthy. Individuality not community determines our forward movement in regards to culture . . . dissociated unity. Is there any other explanation as to why there are floaters who believe that God does not answer prayers?

Another amazing thing about being here on earth is our ability to know the spiritual laws and regulations enabling us to make choices that are wise and evolutionary. The manner(s) in which we obtain these tools is irrelevant. We know that this planet is just an illusion of our thoughts . . . period. Receiving answered prayers shouldn’t be any different but you can ask many if they believe that God answers prayers and the response will be no. Now before my sisters and brothers who walk in the light begin to sermon on the issue, let’s look at the reason for such loneliness since the family already knows what God is capable of.

Nothing manifest over night and sadly many forget that even an answer from the Source takes time to develop. Still, even the most basic communication with God includes earthly benchmarks. First recognize that it has actually been turned over . . . even though it’s on your mind it doesn’t consume you and no more does your dialogue with Father include it. Second acknowledge when you can sit your behind still and wait; remember, the way of the true wizard demands that we allow the universe to deliver our request- Gandalf said it best “a wizard is neither late nor early he arrives exactly when he’s suppose too.” Lastly, notice when patience becomes the virtue that you’re walking with as this is the only way that we will remain attuned to the song/voice of the One. Upon seeing these signposts you are guaranteed to have your answer within weeks . . . months at the latest.

Enjoy the view and follow your instincts as getting there is- after all – most of the fun.

But know that when you state that you have never received an answer prayer from God you are stating that the splinter in your eye is so large that the beam in mines is non-existent . . . our secrets aren’t secrets after all. It takes courage to pronounce in a world that’s nearly composed entirely of Christians that God doesn’t hear you; without your honesty could people such as myself and others who will emerge in 2008 with a divine vengeance aid in the manifestation of the new.

As those who are remaining open continue stepping in alignment with the great shift, will a thought such as this editorial need to be spoken of outside of Spiritual History 201 class at a university in the year 2112? I believe not since receiving an answer prayer is nothing more than a tried and true recipe of one part letting go; one part obedience; and one part patience.

Angel Rubiel help all who will once more take a chance on our God by releasing the requests that are deep within their heart.

A woman that was married to Epimetheus, created by Hemphaestus and deemed the most beautiful by all was carrying a box of spities but dropped it releasing all but Hope. Well, just as the story of Pandora is also known as Pandorus or even Rhea . . . we’re living it again. All major keys to the earthly Doors of Knowledge are now beyond the reach of man’s hands with the exception of Hope.

I wonder what’s it inside Hope that convinces her to remain by our side. When we finally let go and let God- Hope is all we have; she helps us to allow the Law of Attraction to play out. Not to mention all the other rewards that she has in tow. Whether by choice or due to key(s) that’s still unknown and misunderstood by mankind, Hope remains faithful to the highest of the high and lowest of the low. We all know what life looks like without Hope- Death. Therefore she shouldn’t be disparaged . . . but she is. How many of you had to think about the names Epimetheus and Hemphaestus? Yet, we know much about the name Zeus, interesting.

Like a true virtue of God, Hope doesn’t take offense; therefore, she lives in the present moment and watch patiently as HIS vision fully blooms. When Wisdom is finally justified by her actions Hope is usually standing near. Admit it, we all drop into holes and once the dust settles we look up with either fear or love and that’s when Hope appears with experience. Do you think it is possible that all the other spities that were released were done so by divine intervention . . . no matter the version of the story that ones reads Pandora is influenced by an outside force, remember she acted out of character.

Truly, look at what’s taking place in your heart and the messages you’re telling yourself.

The disparate tell-tell signs of 2012 are playing themselves out . . . can you see it? Hope is here and can only reveal that Wisdom is next to take center stage, but we’re all connected so after a little stumbling, digging or buzzing the blogs it become crystal clear (pun intended) that throats are being cleared.

Huldah would you please bring Wisdom to the side of Hope while she’s enables all the healers, teachers and creators to make it to the light that’s at the end of the tunnel?

Correct me if I’m wrong, but isn’t there a quote which brags if the speaker had a big enough lever he could move the world? Following that trail of thought and considering the sluggish behavior of man, expressly Americans, is 2012 the lever of consciousness? Everyone rebuke the organic egotistical development of our society; nobody is pleased with the exchange and buyer’s remorse runs rampant! But what if our current state is truly where we need to be in order to absorb and properly channel the coming bolt of lighting?

While visiting one of my writer’s networks today, I got triggered. It’s no secret to anyone that talks with me- the only desire of this old soul is to complete my scared contract of helping mankind establish itself in the higher vibration of the 4D. That and get my behind back home to the Heavens. So when I hear someone verbally express that their lethargy for maintaining a relationship with God causes them to express and contribute to society sarcastically . . . I get triggered. I’ve worked through much rage over my being on this planet once more all in order to sit here and share my “gift” with you . . . to not get triggered by ones blatant admission of laziness would show me that I’m neither aware nor awake.

The current anger that you hear in my voice and tone is not in any way directed to the individual that stood in his truth but instead at the fact that earthangels have so much work to do in such a little amount of time and writers are not stepping up to the plate. That’s where my true tears come from. When was the last time consumers demanded tools which would heal and not pamper? Why is it that we’re looking for leaders but not willing to change the status quo? Why are children expected to maintain like adults and adults like children? Why has the white cloud of God’s love been taken out of the schools, homes and churches? Well, before answers start rolling off the tongue let’s switch and instead think of the benefits.

Light is not appreciated until dark has lingered. The effect of the shift wouldn’t be severely felt if we as an entire race were already ‘being’ and not ‘trying’. We’re ‘stuck’ and as much as I once fought my re-assignment I’m glad I’m here; for the lever is being positioned and the world is about to be moved.

Archangel Adadiyah, come to our dreams and remind us how hard it once was to ‘be’ while on earth.

There is a special bond between grandparent and grandchild which hasn’t quite been scientifically explained or proven.  But one can’t give a relevant argument that a family without influence of a loving elder can sustain as a concise unit farther than the nucleus.  Maybe our past dependency on each other is just recently starting to be missed and that’s the reason that discussions about this void and how to satisfy it are now starting to come to light. 

One of the things that kept Americans forward moving was the strength of family that came with developing and expanding a country.  Wild animals, distance between neighbors, low supply of materials, amount of hands needed to work the land and other challenges of the pre-technological age demanded that we stuck together.  Unfortunately, without these necessities the American family began slipping apart and once the men returned from WWII they brought with them the final nail needed to seal the coffin on true understanding of family.  The switch from functional to dysfunctional seemed to be accepted overnight and any resistance was pinched with compound injuries of the civil and women rights movements, Vietnam War, presidential blunders and government assistance with rules that destroyed more than it built.  With so much strife, emotional suppression and upheaval, how could the extended family expect to last 12 rounds?

But the dust looks to have settled and before the remaining members of the generation that made it through wars over alienable rights of freedom return to God lets show them that here on Earth just as in Heaven true rebirth can come after death.  I know that there are large obstacles to overcome such as babies having babies, child abuse laws to adapt to, financial greed and misuse, communicative skills and the coming great shift but we can do it. 

What about building that quarter or half a million dollar home with grandma or grandpa in mind?  We can cut back on cost of childcare and make certain that children are raise by a family instead of an institution.  I know that our seniors are busy with there own life but is the ultimate development of a society that one will return too more important than taking a turn at an illusion of freedom- and not in the healthy sense.  Don’t have the resources to buy a home of such expense then more the reason to create an independent space for grandma and grandpa that’s near. 

I’m human and I stand in my truth and integrity so I know having a physically healthy mom or dad living so close is a thought that can make the hairs on your neck stand but with the mental hurdles that they’ve encountered have compassion for them and keep yourself safe with a zone or buffer.  Sisters, brothers, aunts, uncles and cousins schedule time to gather outside of the holidays with the intent of healing self and family . . . if we can schedule a date with our spouse and children we can do it with our extended family. 

Bottom line; the main tools needed to build a strong generational bridge are communication, honesty, forgiveness and desire.  Looking at my own family I see these tools to be the most effective despite the fact that this holiday season our bridge is incomplete.  We’re working on it though and can respect the fact that our team effort this past year gives reason for a break to be around our loved ones of choice- well, at least I do.  

Jesus whisper in our ear the importance of earthly family.

Truly, there are fewer things that restore the soul better than forgiveness.  The subject is highly analyzed since we all have parental dispensed emotional scars from childhood.  Christians have force fed the issue since the phase of martyrdom by the forefathers; not to mention Jesus’ directive.  Everyone is ill-advised to be the bigger one by turning the other cheek.  This antiquated pensive must stop in order for us to stand strong in the 4D!

Anyone who knows me understands that Andielle is going to take care of Andielle.  Living by the rule of thumb: self, family then society; I refuse to put myself in situations where my energy is appropriated by anyone without my upfront internal accordance.  Because I do allow myself to be exposed, often I deal with the reality of forgiveness.  Forgiveness is one of our most effective weapons.  Let’s not forget that we’re walking in the domain of darkness . . . why else would God make certain that our sword is sharp and our shield thick. 

When we are injured by words, actions and disappointments pieces of our soul crack and erode.  That’s the reason we hold onto ego tightly.  So our looking the other way can only create rancor.  Not to dishonor the success that such display once granted; but in today’s society rude and crude is the rule and no one who intentionally hurts you care how you feel about them afterwards.  But it’s not about them . . . is it? 

Let’s look at this from a different angle, you know, turn things around.  If you know what a ticking bomb looks, sounds, smells and feels like and someone toss one your way, would you drop it?  Or would you hold it close to your chest and tell the bomb ‘I forgive you’ for the mess you’re about to make of my anatomy?  Energetically, by not forgiving you’re not only holding the bomb but you’re prancing around not telling mankind about your little friend . . . and you know that we don’t know when or where the thing is going to go off.

But here’s a trick for dealing with those who you can’t forgive; in detail, admit your hurt, state why it hurt, stand in your divine power and shout to the heavens that you want a replacement of the light that was stolen from you- then drop it.  I promise that in little to no time you will be able to only recall the lessons learned from the exchange as the pain will be no more . . . ah, forgiveness.  It works, believe me!

In a world that currently stands on self-help books, is it really a mystery why writers haven’t shared this?  Still, atonement is not given with spoken words or forced actions but instead with the simple act of releasing the “bomb” to a source that is capable of dealing with the explosion.  Now you tell me, how many books that would sell.

Angel Zophiel of Solomonic magic please assist all during their rites of power. 

One of the infamous writers of scripture translation and explanation has a beautiful take on dealing with family in one his daily devotional books. Plainly put Max reminds us that the siblings of Jesus weren’t pleased with His mission of awakening and saving the people from their own demise so Jesus protected His energy from his earth family. The first time I read this entry I was in the place of needing support while committing myself to becoming a scribe and that’s the frame that I was looking at Max’s wisdom, now that the late holidays are here again and I’m well on my way to establishing my own distinct voice his true approach on the subject of family and energy is clearly understood.

One of the routines of appearance that accompanies the winter holidays in particular is deciding where family will gather- no matter the depth of animosity. Last year this annual ritual meant nothing to me . . . I was at the beginning stages of writing The Tapestry Chronicles: Born with Power of the Divine which was so demanding that I didn’t care to be around anyone but my son. This year things are different since the more we stand in our divine power the more self-respect we hold. Truth stands in a brighter light; your tongue becomes a stronger sword and your mind a thicker shield . . . so yes family obligations are viewed differently. This thanksgiving I used all three while asking myself what Jesus would do about being around people I really could do without.

Trust me; my earth family is no different than many – nearly all- of you reading this day after editorial

Before I got caught in the feeling that I had to make the rounds of this house and that house in order to please those who wanted to have me or my son near on a day that is dear to their heart, I stopped and went to sleep considering what would Jesus do? The answer came clear as the morning light; I would spend this day of thanks with my son and two special people that I’ve been spiritually guiding since June. The day turned out to be the best ever and well deserving of praise. Once again putting what’s best for me first provided the safety needed to enjoy the company others.

Who benefits when you go places where you will be attacked for assumed weakness? Why make a visit to someone’s home in order to make them feel loved and surrounded by many when under normal circumstance you wouldn’t spend time with any of the people there? Why do we set ourselves up to feel deflated at the end of the day? Why do we encounter and exchange energy with people that are less deserving based on their actions? Funny what we will do for family.

There used to be a time when the gathering of the whole was more important than the individual, but with the butchered family unit why put a band-aid on it? Maybe my opinion of spending all holidays with my earth family will change once the shift of spiritual awareness comes; but, until then I will not place myself in harms way nor surround myself with a bunch of people that I won’t see for another 330 days or so. Oh and while I’m at it I’m going to continue making certain that those who do come to a gathering of mines at least know each other’s name. Besides, when it comes to celebrating the holy days of today what would Jesus do?

           Archangel Sariel, please bring your energy to all who are concerned about the Christman gathering.